Saturday, April 04, 2009

Sadness overwhelms me...

Right now, i'm very sad... Why am i sad you may ask? Well, on a fine friday night, i am stuck in camp. Now this may sound like some noob kid who just enlisted whining about a little confinement or some other random thing which i really shouldn't be complaining about since at this stage, i'm supposed to be used to this sort of shit. But there's this effect when you're nearing the civilian conversion course package where everything you complained at the start and go used to starts feeling foreign again.

Of course there's also the tiny little fact that it's a friggin friday, and i'm supposed to be poisoning my liver with graveyard at double o... And thanks to a certain someone who calls me only for one reason, i am reminded of my sad predicament.

And there i was spending the entire day telling myself i'm used to being COS on shitty days... Turns out you can never get used to something that deprives you.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Sob*

This post by itself clearly illustrates the amount of anguish and 'sianess' this particular COS has caused me. The fact that this post even exists is the embodiment of my sheer hopelessness... I mean it's like, who can ever find inspiration to type crap in camp??? When there is absolutely not a single soul around but you of course. Unless you wanna consider those random spiritual entities that i cannot see that may be randomly floating around sungei uluulu camp...

*Deep sigh...............*

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