Ahhhhh....

Seems i'm pretty overdue for my new post, well at least i didn't take two years.

In any case, i suddenly had the mood to type some crap before i fly off to curryland. It might actually be a rather stereotyping and condescending or whatever you wanna call it to actually call the place curryland, but i don't have much of a choice since the only thing there i can even remotely look forward to is perhaps some good curry.

Maybe i'm being overly pessismistic, but there really just isn't the mood for an overseas training trip at this point. My brain is filled with nothing buy the smell of my pink ic pulling me forward. I'm trying my utmost best to stay positive actually. Well, i suppose Taj Mahal would be a good experience.

Now let's do some reflection over what has happened for a past month. Well, things got a little less shitty back in that shit hole. At least i haven't had to work my ass off every single day. In fact there were quite a number of days where i almost felt the myth of the legendary LULL PERIOD i was deceived into believing existed. Well, i think i've almost officially gone into 'pang kang' mode by now. India and one more full troop...

Well, despite how i may totally wanna throw everything aside, i of course still have to make sure i don't screw up my responsibilities. One of the things i've told myself i need to fulfil is to make sure my understudy/sucessor i.e. the dude that takes over me is well trained. Ok well trained might not be the best term to used but in any case, i'll make sure i teach this guy all he needs to know and does things properly. I owe my men that much in the least.

Well aside from army stuff, i'm still spending too much money... I have no idea how i survive actually. Guess i really need to thank God for his wonderful blessings. At the rate i spend, it's amazing my money doesn't drain dry completely. And my revelation that i might be drinking too much is still carrying on. It's pretty interesting how i used to think graveyard had this legendary status where if you drink a glass of it you're definitely going bonkers. Now i drink that shit every week and i'm hooked. I better not turn alcoholic...

Well, in retrospect, i think i'm definitely gonna miss the times in NS after i ORD. As shitty as the days might have been, NS really is one of those times where you get the most fond and amazing memories that you would never receive elsewhere. There are so many things you do and experience in army that is impossible to happen any where else. Some of them are so ridiculous you never wanna forget any of them. I've had some really great times and met some really interesting people.

I've of course met plenty of shitty people that's for sure, but who's to say to some who have met me, i might've been one of those shitty people. With my unrefined mouth and agitated and dramatic outbursts, i'm pretty sure i've pissed off plenty of people.

Oh well... For now, i'll just say who gives a shit... Perhaps some time in the near future, i'll do my best to errr... Tone down a little?